I’m trading the Musical Muses for the Poetry and Crafty Muses this month! Stay tuned for jewelry and other gems that will float by like the leaves!
I’m not sure how people do it- blogging from the road. I’ve just kick started this blog, & haven’t done so well these past few months of getting to computers while traveling. But I really want to get better at it- and I welcome advice from others!
Now that I’m home for awhile, it feels like I can counter this patch of blue burnout that’s been slowly brewing over the last few weeks. Since releasing a new CD in May, and working hard to get the word out, traveling short tours (Texas, China, US- Northwest coast, Southwest,…), doing distribution & radio campaigns- I need some creative down time. I’m just happy to be able to do this from home for the next few weeks.
Funny, It’s not enough to write the music, record it, find great musicians to perform it. Being “independent”- unsigned & with no record label support- musicians have to do everything themselves now; record your own music, find distributors for it, book shows & tours yourself, do all your own promotion, find the funds, travel with little down time, run your own radio campaigns, constantly live on a shoestring, pay bills with crazy low shifting incomes (haah!), and of course wake up happy & energized to keep inspired day after day. I’m really not complaining- I’m just amazed how much work it takes to try to be an independent, full-time musician. You definitely have to have a thick skin, and like the journey more than anything else.
Ok so some Good news now!: It’s not all for naught; I put my heart & soul into my latest CD (Tortilla Western Serenade ) culling what I think have been my best songs over the last coupla years, writing lots of new ones, working w/ cool musicians I never thought i’d meet much less work with. I’m really excited about how it all came out- it is my opus so far. 😉 I named it Tortilla Western(spaghetti western meets Tex-Mex & rock), to fill a void, a confluence of influences I just didn’t hear & wanted more of. The reviewers have been kind. Right now, over 50 US radio stations are playing it (eeek!), its been 7 weeks in the top 25 roots rock/Americana charts; European stations are spinning it; old & new fans are listening & responding so sweetly (which inspires like nothing else!)
I make music not only to serve the hungry Muses that channel through me, but to hopefully put something into the world that is refreshing, unique, hopeful, uplifting, loving, inspiring, provocative, fun, & vivid. It really is an offering- from the Muses & me. As reward, I just want to eek out a small, modest mode of survival. (ha!- but don’t all artists!!?)
So yes, suddenly I need a break. I actually kinda shut down 2 weeks ago. & last weekend (Labor Day) was my first such break of sorts; so I laid low, read Neil Gaiman, wrote a poem, listened to Peggy Lee, & started getting my jewelry space organized to start making things again. I need this as therapy- am desperate for it~ Someplace to run into & not come out of until soothed.
So Musical Muses! Thank you for so much presence this past year; I treasure you…
But now, I need to nest up for Fall & make some new treasures. I haven’t made anything in (omg… 2 years!?) But I’m thankful for friends who are asking about my next trunk show, or asking for pieces. The challenge is on; its Fall! Between shows & travel, I’m getting busy 😉 yay!